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Sun, 10 Jun 2007 01:29:14 GMT

We're in Florida! We got here on Thursday Morning :]

My baby dropped us off @ the airport :[ I miss his wack ass. Anyways, out resort is BEAUTIFUL! There are like 7 pools, and everything else you could imagine!

We finally got some sun today, I'm gonna be dark when I get home yo. We also seen Eric & Steve last night! :] We all went out to dinner, and around downtown Orlando :]

I have to go get ready though, I think we're going to Downtown Disney tonight. Bye!

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 07:53:10 GMT

Justin Timberlake was ridiculously amazing. He's beautiful & that was the best concert ever, in the history of concerts.

Oh yeah I went to Plan B for my birthday, Eastern on Thursday, and Canada on Friday. My weeks been pretty sweet.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 20:23:12 GMT

So I've been thinking, and school needs to hurry up and be over with. I'm sick of driving out there.. I'm thinkin about getting a dorm room next year-- just to stay in whenever I don't feel like coming home. That sounds pretty sweet to me.

Anyway, I went bowling Sunday w/ Kishaboo, Courtney, Cilla, Alante, David, Justin, Marcus, and their girls. I had fun, and bowled over a hundred each time! B] Don't talk shit, that's good. I stayed out pretty late after ward..

So Monday I was almost late for class. After school Courtney & I went shopping for our outfits on Friday, WHICH IS MY BIRTHDAY..

We're going to Welcome To Hollywood downtown, & we are VIP.. and Jamie Foxx and Fantasia are invited.. and we get to dress up.. and all the Eastern guys are coming.. and ITS MY BIRTHDAY, so I'm pretty excited.

Henry, Alex, and Lige came over last night for a few & then David.

I MIGHT go to Canada on Saturday, but I'm thinkin about waiting for Kristen.

Next weekend is THE JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE CONCERT<3, gawd--I can't wait.

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 04:45:13 GMT

I had an absolute blast this weekend.

Friday was my Mom's Birthday & we went to dinner @ some Italian restaurant that didn't have any ranch dressing. I couldn't believe it! After dinner, Courtney, Kisha and I made a last minute decision to go to Eastern. We went to Stef's apartment and met up w/ Justin, Travis, David, Marcus, and Jose. I WAS KILLIN IS SPADES! After we played drinking games and what not we went to Michigan for some party. Ended up @ Denny's around 4 in the morning.

When we got back to Stef's apartment, for some reason completely unknown to me-- we decided to drive back home. I was sooo tired, passing out at redlights. It was ridiculous.. but we got home around five thirty.

Saturday I drove back to Eastern to get some things I forgot w/ Kishaboo. Then we went to the Davis' for a few. Seen Matthew<3 whom I hadn't seen in at least a week. Later I went to eat w/ KC, and home to passout.

Sunday was the Superbowl & Chicago lost which sucked. I met a new boy named Robby, & he came over to watch the game w/ Courtney, Kisha, Lisa, and myself. Later on after the game David, Travis, Justin, and Marcus came over.

Monday I didn't go to any of my classes cause it's ridiculous they weren't canceled. It was entirely to cold for me to be walkin around campus.. they got me fucked up. A boy came over and spent the whole day/night w/ me, & now I miss him.

I'm so glad that I met the Eastern boys, they are all so attractive and fun!
We'll probably be spending alot of time up at Eastern, I'm not gonna lie. <3

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 00:52:00 GMT

So about this whole being an adult thing, it's for the birds. Highly overrated.

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 03:57:09 GMT

School is back in session & Ciara is officially back in responsible mode. I really do enjoy my classes this semester, however I no longer have a break in between them. I have class Monday & Wednesday f/ 10am-2:15 nonstop, and Friday until 1. & I love all of my professors thus far, except my philosophy professor but I hate philosophy in general. Why do they gotta question EVERYTHING, it's irrates me. And he is super religious, so his opinion on everything is bias but I just have to deal w/ it.. it is a private school. It just sucks that I no longer have a break, cause I don't get to go hang out anymore.. ohhhwelll. We go to the dorms @ night sometimes anyways.

I am however, in love w/ my Humanities Class. They combined our Intro Class w/ a Social Working Class so we get to work across the street w/ under privledged children for credit. I'm excited, & I love the professor w/ my whole heart. I have learned sooo much in just 2 days. Detroit Public School systems have a 72% dropout rate, w/ a 2 billion dollar budget.. that's insane. The best advice for a long lasting marriage is seperate vacations. Two schools in the city of Detroit are less than 2 miles away from each other, one has a 99.9% graduation rate, the other 7%. && most shockingly only 6% of the citizens in Detriot have degree's & 46.6% of the city is illiterate. I can go on forever, I just love the class.

I'm so tired, but I'm glad I'm on a normal schedule. I don't want to update anymore, it just got boring.

*I have been talkin to this one boy alot lately. We will see how this goes..

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 09:18:31 GMT

Merry Christmas :]

I had my Christmas @ my Mom's house this morning; & I got some great gifts as usual.
Tomorrow I'm going to my Dad's en la manana, then going to Angela & Jermaine's for dinner.
A day full of great food and Jeremiah :] What more could I ask for.

It's 4:15 in the morning, & I just got off the phone. I'm not complaining though :] It's time for bed.

I hope everyone gets what they asked for & has a wonderful Christmas<333

Yeeeeeeah boy!!

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 00:06:19 GMT

Finals are over! Finished, fineto! :D I feel great, in case you were wondering.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:55:02 GMT

This week I went to:

School.
Work.
Courtney's.
My house to watch movies w/ Matt & Jacob.
Courtney's w/ Alex + Lige.
UDM Dorms to see Woodell/China Town.
Brad's House for Mark's Bday.
Work, agian.
Courtney's, agian.

Now I'm home, agian. Super exhausted. I didn't go out tonight cause I couldn't wake up. Soo, I went to Courtney's w/ the usuals & sat in my pj's. Which is love, by the way.

Dane Cook's on right now, my tummy hurts f/ laughin.

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 05:27:27 GMT

So they have a Law&Order marathon on, and while watching it I realize I've seen basically every single episode. Lmfao; addicted or what?

I just went through my whole closet looking for an outfit to wear to my Moot Court procedings tomorrow. Our class is acting out a real case in front of "the supreme court justices". We don't have to present our arguement until Monday so I just have to sit there and look good :]

Thursday-Sunday is my favorite part of my week, I just feel so well rested.

My whole family is currently staying with us. So now, my grandma, aunt, and her 4 kids are all living here. It's been a bit crazy, but so far no one has invaded my space so I'm straight!

Me, Courtney, and her lil nephew Joshua went to see Jeremiah today. He laughed and then passed out on me, I love that little boy so much. I just can't take it. After that we took Joshua to burgerking. Then went back to my house & hung out for a while.

I like my job so far, I just hate saturdays. I have to wake up so early, and have such a long day! I think Brian and I are getting a tattoo together soon though, so I have to make some money for that!

I hate when people wear black pants w/ a brown shirt, or grey shirts with khaki's; it just doesnt look right to me.

Kay, someone whom I am very fond of is calling so I'm gonna go talk to him.
Goodnight<3

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:31:44 GMT

I work mornings now, which I like because I get out of work early.. but I also have to be in @ a decent hour on weekends. I'm starting to regret this whole early bird thing I'm attempting to get myself into. Anywayy, this week was alright. I didn't really go to school @ all, I'm horrible I know.

Monday; My grandpa died :[ It wasn't a shock or anything, but my grandma and greatgramma were really upset. I seen them for the day, & didn't go to class. But all my professors were very cool about it, so I'm sweet. I really don't remember what else happen that day to be honest. I need ginko.

Tuesday; I had work @ 9am! If you guys want to know how sweet I am, I guess I could tell you. I didn't really train, they already gave my own section, and I got more tables/$ than the girls that have been working there for years. I sorta felt bad, but then agian.. I didn't. It's weird serving alcohal though, Grannys come in ordering beers & giving me the beers history and what not. Haha, but I like it<3 After work, I went home and passed out. Bubba called and woke me up, I had a lonnnnng conversation with him -- that I later found out got us nowhere but what can you do? He was over later that night, and ended up spending the night.

Wednesday- I took Bubs home, & then went back to sleep until 3! I was so exhausted, I just couldn't figure out why though. After that I watched a movie w/ my mama + went to Courtney's to pick up my clothes. Passed out purtydarn early.

Thursday; was the funeral. I was @ my Dad's by eight in the morning, because it was quite a drive. We got there, and were almost rushed to the casket because they were going to close it and start the ceremony. My dad didn't really have time to prep himself, and he cried. :[ That was weird, I didn't really know what to say to him so I just patted his back. I watched Jerimah during the ceremony, he is so adorable. I don't think I've ever loved a child as much as I love that little boy, he has my heart<3 He was laughing and giggling throughtout the funeral, and it kinda lightend things up a bit. We drove to the cemetary f/ the church, and I got to see my Grandma Lopez's grave. It had been a while, a long while. I'm really glad I went.

After the funeral, my dad drove me to my car & I went to get a oil change & stuff. My oil gets dirty so quickly, and now my light is stuck on neutral in my car.. I need a new one!! Now, actually would be great. On the way home I seen Alex! And we decided we were gonna hang out. I went home and took a nap, he woke me up & him Julian and Courtney came over. I cooked chickenspagetti & we ate and hung out. They left @ like 1:30 & I talked on the phone and went nightynight.

Today; I had school, afterwards I came home and cleaned/napped. I don't think I'll be going out tonight cause I have work in the morning, but I may have company<33

I need to go drive Brittany somewhere though. PEACE.

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 05:13:07 GMT

You are who you surround yourself with. That's not always the case, but I'm starting to realize more and more how much truth their is to it..

P.S) I'm completely satisfied w/ the people I choose to surround myself with :]

My advisors being a douche, I gotta go email his vertically challenged ass.

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 21:11:48 GMT

Dear world,

My social life as I now know it, is offically put on hold until further notice.
For the next couple of weeks (excluding Thanksgiving Weekend of course) my schedule is as follows:

Monday- School @ 9 am, be up by 7:30.
Tuesday- Work @ 9 am, be up by 8.
Wednesday- School @ 9 am, ditto.
Thursday- Work @ 9, ditto.
Friday- School @ 9, ditto.
Saturday- Work @ 9, ditto.
Sunday- Work @ 9, ditto.

Nine may not seem early to most people, but I'm having heart pulpitations over here. Even my weekends are gone, but I'm gonna have sooo much money. I can see myself in my brand new car already B]. I guess the old hardworking Ciara is back in action.

& I'm skipped right over training cause I'm sweet. Got all my own tables, got paid over 6 dollars and hour plus tips, and I didn't have to tip out. Ohhh, and I served a ridiculous amount of liquor. Guess who's gonna bartend one day!?!? I'm so pumped.

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 06:45:16 GMT

My weekend was great.

Friday night Courtney & I went to my school's baskeball game. That school really is pretty small, I thought I'd see more people that I didn't know/seen before.. but naww. It's basically all the same people, which is cool--but still. We were gonna wait for a certian player after the game, but he took to long so we left. We met up with Lisa and Kristen and us girls went out to dinner. Laughed the whole time, I could barely eat. I love the four of us<3 Then we headed back to my house, got "toasted" (apparently, that's the new word for drunk) and Sal, JOE STAR!!, and Joe came over to play our special game we play. I laughed so hard the entire time, I love them boys. ORAGATON!<33

Saturday; Courtney and I woke up, got ready, went to McDonalds & the headed to Central for the night. OMFG- traffic was ridiculous on the way there, I wanted to ram someone so bad. We got there around 6, got settled in w/ Amanda, and then went to see Christopher Paul Kulpa. Matt & Bobby were already in his dorm, we hung out-- pregamed a little, and then went for a long walk to some apartment party thing, and had fun. Courtney got hit on by white boys!, it's true. We were proud actually. We left there for a little while to go meet up w/ Marcell Julian Alex and Lige. We played the piano, I'm basically a sweet as piano player. Courtney and I left them for a little while, and went back w/ Kulpa. However, we ended up sleeping w/ the boys @ Marcell's dorm. Sorta-- Lige almost killed me! I went back to Amandas to get clean clothes and much needed medicine at like 7 in the morning. Then went back to bed until 12.

I love Central, it's offical. All my loves were there.
Buttt, Alex and Julian are upset @ us for leaving them in the morning. haha, we made them feel used.

We got home today around 5 & showered. Courtney's mama cooked me court alex and julian dinner, and we hung out until like 14 minutes ago I came home. A house on Courtney's street burnt down, so we stood outside and watched them break the windows and put out the flames-- not gonna lie, it was pretty sweet. I might become a firefighter.

Noww, I have to brief a case cause I forgot I have to do that tomorrow in class.
After school, I'll prolly sleep my day away.
Tuesday I start work, agian.. ohhhboyy

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:22:06 GMT

Last night I went to the see Saw 3 w/ Matt, Simbo, Mikey(who is gettin muscles by the way), Steve, and some random girl. It was good, just so nasty. Ugh, was it nasty.. After that I went home & talked to Alex + Courtney and passed out early. It's the first time I went to bed before 2 all year, danng.

Tonight; I'm conflicted. Matt + Mikey wanna have a movie night, but Alex and Lige wanna do something too. Hmm, we'll see what happens I guess.

I'm @ school right, and after I leave here I'm going tanning and then to lunch. Then home to shower and get ready.. I really don't like this class, and am loving the fact that I go a laptop yo. Kay-- that's all I wanna say right now.

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 14:08:55 GMT

I wanna kick my math professors ass, literally. I want to kick him, and then watch him roll. He canceled class today out of nowhere, and now I have to just sit around on the computer for 2 hours. Which shouldn't bother me, but still-- I could be sleeping.

Sooo, since I have two hours to kill I figured I'd update.

School is school; with the exception of today it's been going pretty well. Registration for next semester is beginning already & I decided the earliest my first class is going to be is 10am. That's even a bit early! I'd rather be @ school until 4 o'clock than wake up early & deal with traffic anylonger. A guy was going 40 today, IN THE FAST LANE. I really wanted to ram his car. I seem the same faces daily, this place is so small-- I can't get over it. I'm also considering changing my major, I love my law class but I think I've found something I love even more than that. I don't know- we will see. I got two years to figure it out man.

& I love that Courtney drives now, my life is so much eaiser.

My whole weekend was spent w/ Courtney, Julian, Alex, Lige & Aaron. Basically- we are all joined @ the hip, but it's cool ya know. I like um, most of the time! I haven't seen Matt&Jacob in like a week though! :[ Matt said he's coming over tonight w/ the crew though, soo I'll be okay. I also haven't seen Lisa in a while, she's a busy girl I guess, we still talk though-- as always.

On a side note: It really bugs me how everytime I get a phone call asking me what I'm doing, if I say I'm w/ the GP Boys-- I get a major attitude or rude comment. For real, how come it's alright for the boys to run around looking for girls outside of roseville-- but when we make new guy friends they flip out! Chill out-- I know you miss me, but dang.

I think I'm going to head over to the cafe, I love the lady in there. She always keeps me entertained.

Welp..

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 16:36:05 GMT

We went to Cedar Point :] I loved it, I'm most likely never going to go back agian in the summer time. There was barely any lines & @ night was sooo much fun. (FYI- I went w/ Courtney, Joshua, Lisa, Joe, Simbo, and Jacob)

School has been good, I missed my calc. class on Wednesday: traffic was standing still. I have mid-terms all next week, the only one I'm sorta worried about is Math. I completely bomb math tests all the time. I'm most likely gonna have to study my ass off. I'm meeting alot more new people as well, I like it.

Matt & Jacob (Sometimes Mikey)- are over at least once a week, I love them boys.

Courtney Noel Taite got her license- That means alot less driving for baby :]

Today, I have to study all day and just relax.
Tomorrow: I have to wake up early on Saturday, so I believe Courtney and I are hanging out w/ Juel & Alex for a movie night or something.
Saturday: Angela's Suprise Party, I have to wake up early to pick up her cake then head to my dad's to help set up. I'm gonna be w/ Jermiah all day, he's the most beautiful baby you will ever see. A mixed baby w/ bright blue eyes.

I'm gonna go make some coffee!

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:49:46 GMT

CiarAriel: James..
JdoubleApenniesS: hello
CiarAriel: Please stop sending me naked pictures of you, my little sister seen them today. This is getting a bit out of hand.
JdoubleApenniesS: yeah ok
JdoubleApenniesS: you love them though
JdoubleApenniesS: they get you into the mood
CiarAriel: I loved the first ones, now there start to get weird.
JdoubleApenniesS: yeah that one with me naked laying on top of a goat is kind of creepy I'll give you that
CiarAriel: .. @ least we are on the same page.
JdoubleApenniesS: yeah I know what your saying
CiarAriel: How was your day?
JdoubleApenniesS: it was alright
JdoubleApenniesS: how was yours
CiarAriel: It was great actually.

... Foward to end of conversation..

JdoubleApenniesS: i'm going to sleep
CiarAriel: G'night Love.
JdoubleApenniesS: yeah I know you love me what else is new
CiarAriel: Take you cocky ass to sleep.
JdoubleApenniesS: stop calling me saying your naked waiting for me and what not
JdoubleApenniesS: that is grosse
JdoubleApenniesS: have a great night
CiarAriel: haha

I love our conversations<3

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 14:40:49 GMT

Fuck, I just realized -- I'm gonna be in college for like the rest of my life.

Welp--

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 14:41:39 GMT

My week was alright, I really don't know what I did though. The days just run together during the week, but weekends I remember w/ no problem.

Friday-- After school, I went home to try and take a nap. But god just didn't want it to happen. I think every person I know called me, and every single one of my family members (including the dogs) came upstairs to wake me up. Sooo, I didn't end up fallin asleep until like 5. Woke up @ 7, and started to get ready. I left to pick up Courtney, & we went to Brandon's sisters house to suprise him for his birthday. He was happy<3 Courtney, Swill, Eric, & I drove to Tiki Bob's to meet Sal, Steve, Jake, Matt, Derek, Mike, & Andy. It was.. not the greatest place I've ever been. But you know-- I enjoyed myself for the most part. Later on, we got something to eat, and went to my house, yo. I didn't go to sleep until like 6:30 (shocker, I know)cause I stayed up w/ these 2 bigheads.

The next dayyy-- Brandon woke me up at 8:15 am! Can you believe that shit? I took them home, and then went back to bed until like 3. Courtney left someone time that day. Later on that night, I went to Court's w/ Lisa Joe Jake Simbo Josh & Swill. We had a lil bonfire, and just hung out.

Sunday was my little cousin Brandon's 2nd birthday. He's so adorable<3 I played w/ all my bad little cousins that I love so much, and then Brittany & I went home. We got lost out in 68 mile road! But finally made it home around 7, I think. I went to Swill's that night w/ all the boys. Then went home and stayed up until 4 in the morning.

Today-- Welp, right now I'm in school. But I forgot my book for my last class @ home so I'm not going. I just sent the teacher and email & told her I just wasn't going to be able to make it. After my last class, which ends at 12:50.. I'm going to pick up my little sister Kaitlin & take her to get icecream or something. I feel guilty cause when I have problems w/ my Dad, it affects my time w/ them.

My Dad called saying, I can "work off" my 25 dollars a week in car insurance by coming by to clean his house. lmfao-- I'm just tryin to figure out if he's serious or what?! I have the 25 dollars, I just don't see him once a week. Maybe I should mail it. Or he should just pay it.. that's an even better idea.

I still have 20 minutes til class, I do this to pass the time. When I was planning my schedule for the semester, silly me assumed I'd have homework... but I don't. Top ten school my ass! Mabye it's just my major, I'm thinkin thats what it is. There really isn't much homework but ready and breifing cases, but I like that stuff.

It's raining, normally I love the rain. But my car is sooooo far, and I get soaked. No me gusta.

There's these Mexican boys sitting by me,they are speaking spanish & I'm kinda following what they are saying. I need to stop ear hustlin, especially in other languages.

Okay, I'm gonna go to something else to keep myself busy.

PS) If you don't buy Justin Timberlakes CD -- your pretty much gay. He's amazing<3

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 06:36:45 GMT

Today was a good day! :]

I woke up at 2, as usual. I don't understand, whether I go to bed at midnight or 5am I always wake up at 2 if I don't have school. No me gusta nada. && I'm digressing, cause it's what I'm good at.

Anyway, after I woke up this afternoon- I went to pick up Courtney & we went out to UDM to get my books. Basically, she was super excited to see everything/everyone on campus and we walked 363 miles. She complained about it like after the 100th mile, but still insisted on running around the stadium. We had fun, the soccer team is hot along w/ the park booth guy, and the boys in the maurader, and some of the basketball players. Okay, basically fine people are everywhere. It was hot as hell today though. AND MY BOOKS COST 400 FREAKIN DOLLARS! I expected to pay alot, but damn. No one on the planet can write books that good, okay.

I also dropped my Spanish Class, I told Joe's parents I'm gonna go over their house once a week for sessions so I can stay fluent until next semester. They were down. I love them, and they love me. STG

After our little scroll around campus, we left and got stuck in traffic for like 40 minutes. But, it wasn't rush hour, nor was there construction or an accident on the highway. There was an accident on the OVERPASS above the highway and everyone felt to stop and gawk to see what happen. It blocked traffic for freakin like 5 miles! I hate drivers, actually I hate driving in traffic w/ stupid drivers.

We went to the hospital to see Joe, he is soooo much better. When everyone left the room, he had a full conversation with me and was up walking around :] It felt good to talk to him, and have him actually talk back completely to me. Sal and them almost got kicked out for getting smart w/ some lady that worked there. She was a bitch, but I told her I was stayin til Joe's mom got there PAST visiting hours.. and she just said okay. Cause I'ma boss! His dad told them I was his sister, but Courtney couldnt pass. Sooo, we left at like 9:30ish.

KRISTEN CAME HOME TODAY. We went out to dinner at AppleBee's. I just don't like that place. I was gonna do something tonight w/ her, but my cramps kicked in and I had homework. We're gonna have fun this weekend though. Soo, I went to Courtney's & did the homework kinda. Then Ju, Alex, Aaron, and Lidge came over & watched the boring-est stand up thing ever, I got beat up for complaining. Now I'm home..

I went upstairs to go to bed, I just can't. I slept so damn long last night, I should just stay up all night lowkey.

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 14:23:39 GMT

Whoa, livejournal journal is boomin' lately. I just looked at my friends page, and I think every single one of them updated.. you guys are kinda sweet, so I figured I'd join the club.

I'm at school right now, sitting in some student hall area. I just had my first class, it was math & I have a feeling I'm going to be very very bored this semester. He lectured the whole time, it's the first day guy..comeon! I have an hour to kill and then I have my American Politics class which I'm semi-excited about. I really do like that stuff, I stayed up until 6am watching the campaigns for the senate debate and give speeches the other night. && after that, I decided I think I wanna be a lawyer and a politician. Do I aim high or what? Noo, but truely- I'm gonna do it.

The people I've met here so far, are very nice. They have parties basically everynight, it's 10am and I've already been invited to some. However, most of my spare time lately has been spent at the hospital and dealing w/ family issues. :-/

Joes in the hospital, and Lisa, Sal, Josh, Steve, The Don, Will, Mike, & JoeyHanna have basically been there everyday & night. I really do hate seeing Joe like that, I'd hate to see anyone like that. And the doctors still don't really know what exactly is wrong. First it was mendingitis, then a brain infection, now they think it might be WesNile. Basically, they seem to just be pulling things out of a hat. He's starting to talk now though, well kinda. He came out of nowhere and said I want a blue slurpee last night. But everything has been getting better, so hopefully he will be home in a couple weeks. Until then, we will prolly be spending alot of time there. No one wants to be alone in a hosptial. & though we fight all the time over stupid stuff, I love him<3

I'm looking up bedroom sets right now, it's getting warmer out so its about time for me to stop using my bedroom as a closet and start sleeping in it. But to do so, I need a whole new bedroom set so I can fit my 34390890 clothes in the room neatly. Lmfao, I'm suprised I haven't hurt myself in their yet.

All my classes are in the same building except one, that's prolly the sweetest thing ever. I have a two hour block where I do nothing on Monday and Wednesdays. Soo today, I think I might go get some dinner or something. I was upset about it at first, but after things start getting normal-- It'll give me time to sit and do my homework in a quiet area without distractions. Plus there is wireless network things EVERYWHERE. So I can sit online, like I'm doing right now. PS) I love my laptop.

Ohh; my dad called today telling me he'll pay all my insurance if I come over to clean up his house once a week. lmfao, whatever dude.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 21:15:52 GMT

All my days just seem to run together now. I don't work anymore, and school hasn't started for me yet so I basically can do whatever I want on any day of the week & I must admit; I love it.

But, I think play time is over. It's time for me to go back to waitressing (boop), and school starts next Wednesday..

Speaking of school: I'm very excited, but a little nervous. Everyone seems like that have seen high school people in their classes & have classes w/ their friends. But I think I'm the only person @ UDM that I know, except for maybe 1 person. I guess that's a positive thing though :]

This weeks been kind of fun..
1. Courtney & I went to Julians one day for a little get together he had. We got to see Marcell before he left :-/. Afterwards, I came back to my house to find Matt and Jacob there making tea and oatmeal. <3 haha, we watched a movie and just hung out.
2. I went and seen BeerPong w/ the boys, it was a complete guy film -- but I liked it :]
3. Zack's been having people over every single day, I was there for 2 nights.
4. I went to a strip club w/ Sal + crew, that was an experience.
5. Jake, Matt, and Mikey came over a couple times probably.

I still need to go by a phone; I'm about to say screw it and just pay the 350 for a new one, caust my dad is sooo freakin slow! I'm dying w/o one :[

I also wanna go to the state fair, last year I had so much fun. I think I'm going to go soon, really soon. Ginuine & Avant are performing, but I don't think I wanna deal w/ all that shit agian.

&&& I wanna get my mom to go out of town for the weekend, I'm sooo close. *crosses fingers*

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:48:07 GMT

So I figured I'd update. I always think of it as such a chore to update this journal, however when I'm up and bored @ 4 a.m. -- Looking back at old journal entries is always fun.

This summer has been going good so far. I basically work, spend time w/ Courtlian (Courtney&Julian Combined), GP Boys, & Chris.

Work has been good. I was going to quit & take the month of July off. My mom said she'd support me since I've been working since I was 14, & this is my "last summer to just be a kid." I couldn't quit though-- I've become way to accustom to having money whenever I want/need it, and I'd feel guilty letting her support all of my late night TB trips or my weekly sunglass shopping binges. So I still work, I have a second job @ Terry's as well .. but I really just don't wanna take it. I should though, 100 dollars one day a week would be nice.

I had orientation a week or so ago. I snuck out! They wanted me to stay the night in the dorms, which are grimey @ U of D. They turned a 4 hour process into a 48 hour event. I took my placement test, did "speed meeting", then snuck out & came back the next morning to get my classes. I think the whole program was more for those people who are coming from out of state/town, which there were suprisingly alot of. It was basically explaining how you can't let bums from outside into your dorm room, and you can't go jogging downtown by yourself at night. I'm excited for school to start though :]

I guess you can say I'm seeing someone. It's always up and down. I just don't want to start something serious/long term when I may change my mind come September. It's going to be a whole new world, and maybe I'll realize the things I thought I wanted.. I don't.

I think that once all the GP boys go back to Central+Michigan.. I'm gonna be really upset. Not that I don't miss everyone from school, I just am always w/ them.. :[ They don't have to be drunk every night/doing some type of drug to have fun. & Though they do go clubbin and pick up girls, they can stay home playing speed & watching the Jamie Foxx show and have just as much fun. I love that. Maybe it's cause they are more grown up/mature or something, I'unno. I just think it's frusterating that no one can ever have a good time anymore without getting high/blowed/drunk/crunk/cooked, etc.

HOWEVER, My Grad Party is coming up & that is a time where I will be gettin crunk:] It's July 29th @ a Hall. Famous Daves is catering, there's gonna be a DJ, && open bar. I think my mom is either renting a cab or limo to drive ppl home. I'm not sure if the bar will give to minors so if you plan on drinking.. byob just in case. Everyone is invited, f/ 9-1 a.m. I have maps so if you'd like one just let me know :] It should be a blast.

Wed, 24 May 2006 23:21:06 GMT

My counselor from UofD called me today. My first year of college is fully paid for, and then some. They are pretty much giving me money to go to school, which is amazing. Tuition is like $24,000 a year, and I'm getting around 27,000.

I'm so excited to start college, every single person I have talked to from that school has unbelieveably kind/helpful. He personally recommended me for all the scholarships, and gave me tips on how to get more money on the side. I was actually worried about money, so it feels like a big weight is lifted off my shoulders.

((I called my Dad today to tell him, he said "whew, I'm glad" Then just asked me when I was coming over, like nothing was wrong. Which is strange, considering I haven't seen/nor talked to him in like 4 weeks. w/e dawg.))

Sooo, basically what all this means is.. There is a likely chance Ciara will be recieving a new car for graduation :] Chuuuching, I'd be so grateful.. I'm so sick of my little shitter.

Duuude, I wanna slurpee.